"When I was in sixth grade, I went with my family to see a baseball game. I wasn't really interested in baseball, yet when I went there, I was given a shock, since everywhere I looked there were people all around. The people at the opposite of the stadium were as small as a grain of rice, in constant motion. I had thought the whole nation had gathered upon this spot then. So I asked my dad how many people were at the stadium. My dad said as it was full that day, maybe around fifty thousand?

"After the game, the roads were packed with people. Seeing all this, I was stunned. There were so many people here, yet they were only a tiny fraction of the whole nation. I read in geography class that Japan had a population of a hundred million, so I went home and did some math using a calculator, and I found out that fifty thousand was only one out of two thousand of the total population. At that time, I was stunned again. I was only a small part of so many people in the stadium, and this many people were merely one out of two thousand of the whole nation.

"Before that, I had always felt myself to be special. I was happy with my family, and I felt I was with the world's most interesting people in my class. Yet from that time on, I realized things weren't like that. The experiences I had in school that I thought were the happiest things in the world, turned out to exist in every school. For the whole nation, this was nothing special. When I discovered that, the whole world around me lost its color. I brush my teeth and go to sleep, then wake up and have breakfast. You see these things everywhere.

"I found it extremely boring when I realized all these things are all part of a person's ordinary life. I believe that since there's so many people in this world, there has to be someone who's living an extraordinary, exciting life. But why isn't that person me?

this doesnt freak me out at all, yet

Id been watchin some movies and rlly tells us that we r a disease or for sickness means: We r a virus of our own world
if only every1 can do something to help the environment, we can live a few years more.

well like they said of being prepared or not prepared it all comes down to if the human race would survive living without fossil fuels cause sooner or later we will run out near future!

Hmmmm, global warming will make the sun way stronger eventually, so strong in fact we may have to take up living during the night and sleep during the day; become ''creatures of the night'' hahahahaha
now that'd be great for muggers!